Living In An Empty World...
Kaycee
Mesa, AZ!!
19 years young.
Proud mamma.
Mainly consist of reblogs and random posts about me and my life.
Loves:
My daughter, The Strokes, Circa Survive, and art things.
Ask away...
A person who doesn't have tumblr showing me something
- Them: look
- Me: I saw that already
Haha!
Maybe that wasn’t such idea cause now I got a killer headache and can’t seem to sleep. But I got all the tears out of my system. Just makes me happy knowing I truly deserve everything I get, including this guy who is sleeping next to me. He has perfect timing, I swear. His words are all I hold to. Love him more and more each day. I honestly don’t expect anyone to understand what I’ve been/go through on a day to day basis. No one knows what its like to walk in my shoes. You only have an idea, an idea that I put in your head. But you don’t know what its really like, and I really don’t expect anyone to understand. For me to see all those people live their life as if nothing ever happened makes me sick. I just know now that I’m truly lucky to be alive.
Tonight seems like a good night to cry myself to sleep.
Just have a moment to myself.
Just to get it out of my system.
Sometimes I don’t need anyone but myself.
And for the most part I’m okay with that.
Cause in the end it will always just be me.
Crying myself to sleep.
Hahaha I like this! Probably only meme I’ll actually post myself.
Ugh!
I’m just getting incredibly sad and depressed right now. This letter was supposed to be good yet its just making me sad. Maybe its just cause I’ve held it together for this long that everything is catching up with me. Fuck I hate feeling like this.